Tossing and turning, 3 hours of sleep.

Just because I said so, doesn't mean it is so.
Just because I like how everything is doesn't mean I wish it couldn't be better.

I find everything so disturbing, especially that, only that.
That but not limited to that.

Battling fatigue and the silliest essay. Lyn, I'm going to e-mail you a copy, and then you can tell me what it means. MERDE MERDE MERDE MERDE MERDE.

Right now, I want my brother.

Haha kristalboob calls me a pervert in this one. Kristalboob's really photogenic. :) And to all you weirdos going "ohmy her fringe is damn long", I pin it up most of the time I guess.

Medium sized picture, don't need too much attention. Kristalboob I love you, 'cause we haven't gone out on a proper date for like 1.5 years and I miss you so very much. Well, sad huh next year we'll probably be too darn busy to gallivant. Well I guess you're extremely busy with RVCC stuff so yeeeeeea...h.

Anyway, my last post till (a very long time). I hope. Emphasis placed on the word "hope". ):

Love you kristalboob. But you're not the only one I miss terribly.... )):

P.S I was damn bored so I made a rollback can. Don't laugh.
P.P.S Jameskwong you idiot, work on your oral presentation you dodo. Love ya, do me proud (:

Some crazed addiction this is, I don't want to blog so frequently. Limiting myself to once or twice every week, and the ever so frequent outbursts. Seems I don't even know what restrain is, or what being munificent ever was.

You remind me of a math question I attempted to solve the other day. Because every waking moment since last thursday, I've been thinking about all the numbers and still trying very hard. Yes, this is what I do when I absolutely do NOT want to flood my mind with silly thoughts. Sudden influx of numerical sums makes my brain groggy.

So what's the value of x?

Heart to heart conversation with Clara, though I tried reaching out to Lynette but she was nowhere to be found *cough cough*. Went slightly over 3 hours and I nearly collapsed under all that pressure. Who's to blame, I wanted it anyway.

Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak warfare.

Merde happens.

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Don't push it.

Repeaters are so frigging cute! Big eyes and the leaf like thing sticking out.
cute cute.

teehee yuching.

It's always been a search for answers, but a rather futile search to say the least. Answers so coveted, but have yet to make their presence known. Sometimes I wonder if my mind's playing tricks on me. I wake up one day feeling quite alright, and then the next day I feel really scared. Desperate need to get those answers, and maybe one day I'll muster up enough courage to ask. Till then, my mind's wandering about. Bah!

Hello,
Here we go again.

All that is gold does not glitter,

Not all those who wander are lost;

The old that is strong does not wither,

Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

- The Lord of the Rings

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